He wanted the chase. He wanted to terrorize women. He liked to create panic. He walked out the door behind her with heavy steps so she knew he was behind her. Her pace quickened in response. He gained a sense of control no matter how brief. He played on the emotions of any woman. He knew it was easy to establish a vantage point. He hadn't acknowledged the sadistic person he was. He was not able to fully act out his fantasy. Which left him frustrated. He buried himself in a routine of eat, sleep, work. How to uncreate an evil deed using coping skills, rather than forensics. That area of the human psyche gets daily use and seldom acknowledgements. Over time as the social landscape changes adapting can become tricky. The level of stress it takes to push beyond primitive human instinct. The dangerous place being within arms reach of a fellow human rarely needs to be considered. The sixth sense is how humans communicate with like minds. It's not difficult to distinguish stress amongst humans. A false sense of hope can suffice like holding your breath underwater can keep your lungs dry.
It's not what you think it's what you believe. Patricia '96
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